Returning to Your Artist Self
In both my spiritual and creative practices, the theme of "returning" holds a significant place. Whether it's returning to the breath in meditation or returning to my creative pursuits after a hiatus, the process of coming back is central to my journey.
Beth Pickens' perspective on artists profoundly compelled me to rethink my relationship with creativity. In her book, Make Your Art No Matter What, she notes that for artists, the act of creating is not merely a choice but a fundamental need. The absence of creative expression leads to a decline in the quality of life.
"...artists are people who are profoundly compelled to make their creative work, and when they are distanced from their practice, their life quality suffers." - Beth Pickens
The Artistic Return
Personally, I've experienced the truth in Pickens' words. The absence of creative expression feels like a form of suffering, emphasizing the importance of consistent creative practice. With time, I've learned to celebrate the act of returning to my art, focusing on the victory of resuming the practice over dwelling on lost time or the frustration of starting over.
Navigating New Beginnings
The recent new moon in Capricorn signaled a potent time for fresh starts. Despite Mercury's retrograde shadow adding a touch of cosmic spice, the beginning of the year, according to astrologer Chani Nicholas, might extend beyond the conventional January 1st. The crucial realization is that a new cycle can commence whenever you choose; the power lies in your decision to return to yourself.
You don’t even need a significant date to come back, though fresh starts feel natural at points like the beginning of the Gregorian calendar, the astrological new year, our solar returns, etc. But if you’re feeling called to come back to your artist self and your creative practice, now is the time.
Defining Your Artist Self
Redefining the Artist Identity
If you find the term 'artist' uncomfy, let's simplify it: if you're here, you're likely some kind of artist. The crucial step is defining what your artist self signifies to you. Only you can define it, but here are some things to think about:
Beyond Output: Your artist self isn't solely defined by output but by the intrinsic need to create.
Inner Sense: Returning means reconnecting with your inner artist, irrespective of finished works or ongoing projects.
Need and Act: The artist self embodies the need and desire to create—an act that transcends judgment.
Judgment-Free Return: Your artist self is always there, waiting for your return without judgment.
The Inherent Need to Create
As an artist, you are wired differently. The act of creation is vital for your well-being, independent of external validation, financial gains, or public acknowledgment. Your art matters because it fulfills a fundamental need in you.
Life is challenging, and it’s easy to forget the importance of your creative pursuits. There might be times when projects are left unfinished or doubts cloud the significance of your work. Your artist self patiently waits for your return, ready to embrace you whenever you're ready to come back.
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